helloooo im tim

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life is basically like riding space mountain for the first time. you dont know where you are, when it will drop, rise, turn, slow down, speed up or end. This drives many people crazy. The seemingly random events that make up ones life story are all unpredictable. We spend to much time thinking about what just happened and never pay attention and prepare for the next event. Again life is like this, we dwell too much on the mistakes of our past, thinking over and over again about what you would do to change it if you had the chance, but we can’t doing anything about it. The past is the past, staying attached to something that has already come and gone will only bind you with chains that will hold you back, and whiplash you when the next unsuspecting turn takes place. In a way everyone live life like this, we are human and will always remain bound to our past, thinking it has made us who we are today, be it a good or bad person. Then there are the rare people who look forward and prepare for the next turn, these people are free from their past, feeling no remorse over spilled milk. They may be a good or bad person because of their past, but they will look forward to thinking about how the future will change them. Life is a roller coaster, its spontaneous and you will never know what happens, but enjoying the ride, and looking forward is a way one will live more happily. Living happily is also a paradox, you can live your whole life in the pursuit of happiness, but it will always be that, just a pursuit. Those who do not realize that what they have is plenty enough, and remain ignorant of the blessings and angels around them, will die filled with regret. One who has changed the angle of the glass, will see life and happiness in all spectrum’s and facets of it. Satisfied with this is what one would call dying happily and at peace. The start is important, sure the end may be as well, but the journey will always be what you remember the most. Being alone all your life won’t do anything, you need to share your memories with friends and loved ones, remain positive and awaiting life’s next unsuspecting turn. 

-han yuan johnson kuo- j

January 10, 2011 

Damn hanyuan this is really good ._. thanks